So, it has been a year and a half of my life that I spent in college.
Almost everything has changed. My daily life, things I learn, things I do, people I'm with, and of course my self.
Live in the middle of society where most of your friends are men... it's really life-changing experience. I can't really explain it, but you can ask my friends about how much I've changed since the first day here, in college, till this very day.
My point of view of life, how I handle troubles, how I react to things around me, how I act daily, it all changed. It all changed in the good way. I've become so patient, more polite, more cheerful, more flirtatious, and so many more. Generally because I learn that being tough on these guys would just making it worse. They already get so much pressure and being tough on them would add more pressure. So, i decided to become cheerful, for them. I try to provide them with things they need, literally anything. Start from food, beverages, some jokes, some flirtatious actions, and other things that I'm too embarrassed to write it here.
PSMT, M2014, Diwangkara and others community I'm in all contribute to this new life, but I have list of people who affect me the most. Here they are:
Tuesday, January 19, 2016
Monday, January 11, 2016
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Well...
It has been a really long time since I write something here.
I've been writing elsewhere, not on blog, just in some notes.
I'm in the third semester now. The semester that everyone says would be so hard and shocking.
The reality? ahahahahahahaha yes it is.
This semester... most of the subject is the real next level of physics and mathematics.
Plus... my choir is busy, really tight schedule. I even missed some class because that crazy schedule.
How not? I practice at 4 p.m and most of my class start at 1-3 p.m and finish at 4-6 p.m.
When I dont feel like going to class, I have a place to go. I practice with my choir.
I practice Monday-Saturday, preparing for competition and concert. Also, my division have 3 projects in a row in 2 months... Wasn't it crazy?
It was really energy and emotionally draining.
You know what make it worse? My personal life is also all over the place.
Things just not in their place.
But... I still find happiness here and there. There are things to be sad about, but there are a lot more things to be grateful about.
In the last weeks, things actualy gets better.
I really wish a happy life for everyone in my life.
Lotta love
ASP
It has been a really long time since I write something here.
I've been writing elsewhere, not on blog, just in some notes.
I'm in the third semester now. The semester that everyone says would be so hard and shocking.
The reality? ahahahahahahaha yes it is.
This semester... most of the subject is the real next level of physics and mathematics.
Plus... my choir is busy, really tight schedule. I even missed some class because that crazy schedule.
How not? I practice at 4 p.m and most of my class start at 1-3 p.m and finish at 4-6 p.m.
When I dont feel like going to class, I have a place to go. I practice with my choir.
I practice Monday-Saturday, preparing for competition and concert. Also, my division have 3 projects in a row in 2 months... Wasn't it crazy?
It was really energy and emotionally draining.
You know what make it worse? My personal life is also all over the place.
Things just not in their place.
But... I still find happiness here and there. There are things to be sad about, but there are a lot more things to be grateful about.
In the last weeks, things actualy gets better.
I really wish a happy life for everyone in my life.
Lotta love
ASP
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